Ramblings of a procrastinator...

Hey,
Ya so I have two essays due tomorrow... It's fun! Acutally I'm not doing to badly, I've finished the first one. I can't start on the other one cus I keep thinking of shit. You know that? Like when one or two things just start running through you're head and you can't get past it... Ya so that's me right now. Begining of first half I talked to my mom and that totally helped. I finished essay number one and now I'm stuck on number two. It's english and I'm definetly not in the mood to bullshit my way through anything right now.
We had our group four meeting tonight .We're doing the very exciting topic of... *drumroll please*... water! Yes... I know, weird huh. My group wanted to do the cafeteria. Ya. Hey it could have been fun! We'd finally know how much bacteria is in there... ya. Anyway, so as I was walking back with Julie, Priscilla, and George, the brit makes this snide comment to me that really hurt actually. I mean we just broke up a week ago and he like won't acknowledge me. I figured whatever, it's just akward. Well he's just really pissed off at me. But the stupid thing is, he already has another girlfriend. He's obviously not pining away for me. So I don't understand why the hell he's still bitchy to me. It is really bothering me. I really don't want anyone pissed off at me. Enough people are already. for stupid things like, hanging out with so and so. I'm just so bloody sick of trying to keep everyone happy. And trying to act happy myself. It's just not working. I donno... I haven't figured out how to fix it. I mean I have friends, but they are all so used to me being around occasionally that no one thinks about me being around all the time.
Whatever, I knew this would be hard but I never imagined it would be this bad. anyway, I'm gonna stop complaining, no good comes of it!
Anyway, ya... I'm getting along really well with Sara. I never really imagined it, but like we get nothing done, we just mess around and laugh. Last night we wrote a love letter to Stader (i need him to tutor me) it was fun. Ya.. And my bro's doing really well. hehe, everyone keeps coming up to me and going like, you're brother's such a pimp, he's always with girls! It's so funny. I think he's even running for freshman rep. That would be awesome, but he wants me to do like, all the paperwork. He's like, can you get this signed for me? anyway it's been awesome, i'm so glad he's here...
Anyway, now that I've written shit down, maybe my essay will come to me! let's hope so, davidov assigned a shitload of math too... ya..
anywya,
Miss you guys!
Love
Katie
ps. Lynsey I think it's awesome that you're looking at yourself, it's something everyone should do...
pps. Hmm, Justin in shape *drool* hehe, just kidding, by 'inshape' do you mean.... you're even skinnier? cus, i think that means you're now anorexic....