So I like Joe. Joe doesn't want to be in a relationship at this stage in his life. Totally understandable. He said he would never intentionally hurt me. Again understandable. I don't mind. But now he doesn't answer if I call. It's not like I'm stalking him though. I only called because I wanted to hang out with someone other than my two dating friends, Taryn and Brian. I feel like they want to spend time alone together, but I'm always there...etc. Anyway. Taryn says that Joe is probably pushing me away, even as friends, so that he isn't forced to hurt me...or something like that. I think the blatantly avoiding me is hurting me more though. Why can't he just talk to me? If that's how he feels, I'd much rather he tell me, instead of me having to interpret his actions, or lack thereof. And exams are coming up in like a week. I don't need this confusion/stress/complication.

Basketball. I need to go play basketball. Get my mind off of stupid stuff. Intramural game tomorrow. That will help. We'll kick butt. Three times a week. Good exercise, mental and physical. College is so different from high school. I don't want to lose myself in it. Can't wait till this summer you guys.